i fucking hate september and myself. yes. this is an emo blog so fuck you you cunt who probably doesnt like me at all fuck you. ive found i have very few true friends. all i seem to have is mikey, nikhi, matt brett and dan. all of my old group and friends have dumped me despite all of my efforts to meet up. im so fucking sorry im not like a normal 16yr old girl and cant hang out whenever i want. i have 2 fucking people 2 support atm on 1 income and i like between about 5 fucking houses. im always exhausted and the fact ive stopped cutting seems to make people think im ok. no, i just dont want to lose mikey. avy died. im crushed. the 1st time